Deddly

Am I cursed? Does the universe hate me? Personally? I say yes.

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i am so worn out.  3-26-21 marks 2 full weeks that my mother has been in assisted living. I am emotionally worn out. My dog is slowly adjusting to my mother not being in the house. my adjustment to it is coming slower. I have yet to come to complete terms with it. Everything they say about what a person feels when they move a loved one into assisted living is absolutely true. I cannot properly explain the amount of guilt <could I have done more? should I have done more? did putting her there mean I betrayed her?> or the grief that comes along with it. I said before and I mean it: cherish the little things you do with your loved ones. The time will come when you cannot do those things again. Go for a ride with them just because? Watch that silly movie you love to watch with them? Or just being able to hear them or hug them. Cherish it. Cherish it ALL.

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500 posts...I REQUEST MY FOURTH DOT!

It took a little over 6 years since joining the forum to reach this milestone. Extrapolating linearly means that I should hit 1500 posts and obtain my 5th dot sometime in the year 2033.

So, life updates, again?

I think the main thing is, despite my government's efforts on decimating its own population, I'm still alive. That's already a lot to expect in The Year of Our Lord MMXXI, and I'm so happy to see a lot of familiar faces still active here. 

I've switched jobs a few times since we last spoke, and as of early this year I've landed on a carreer I've been desiring for quite a while, and am now in a senior position working with data science and machine learning. Still happily married, still happily childless (tho slowly changing my mind), at the moment living at my mother's, but with my own house being built (was already slowly due to budget, and then the whole world fell apart...)

And... I guess that's it. The itch to play the game never came back, tho I haven't lost hope. To the two or three of you that I've on my Steam contacts list of Gtalk (seriously, is that still a thing???), I may not chat with you, but my heart still warms to see you online from time to time. To everyone else, if you ever wanna check if I'm alive, twitter is for the time being my platform of choice, where you can catch up on my very, very low sense of humour and leftist excrementsposts. Or just add me on steam. I... guess my handle there is "Monstah"...? Here, it's this one: steamcommunity.com/id/monstrim

Stay alive, everyone. Keep safe. Love!

Just a quick update on my back: I tweaked it early am on Tuesday just walking from my chair in front of my tv headed for a different room. Over the course of the next several days it got worse to a peak midday thursday. Friday and saturday showed signs of improvement. Its now sunday and im about to bed down. Back is healing I think. Hopeful to be fully healed over the course of a few more days. @Spaceman.Spiff Thank you for the well wishes in dnct thread!

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To tell you that I'm leaving KSP Forum

I'm glad to have known you

-SamBelanger

i wish he was still here to see it's worderful thread.....

you know what,who,WHO IS READING THESE FEEDBACKS OR SOMETHING,idk,i'm not a native English..... D'oh!

I did a illegal thing

To tell you that I'm leaving KSP Forum

I'm glad to have known you

-SamBelanger

11 hours ago, Deddly said:

The way to stop being quoted in a conversation is to stop participating in it. If you post something here on a public forum, people can and will reply. 

Another way to prevent  being annoyed on threads in which you lose interest is to add people that insists mentioning you on threads you don't care into the ignore list using the "mention" option  - and you can always delete them from the ignore list once the heat is over.

It's not about anger or grief - it's just to prevent receiving notifications on the mobile when you are busy trying to focus on a conversation that interests you, and this can be really annoying.

Since I can't add you on such lists as you are a Moderator (and yeah, I understand the reasons this is the way it is), can I ask you to handle such misunderstandings in private messages in the future?

Thank you.

Wow, lead moderator now  

one of the mods required is no longer available for download so can i put my edited version on there instead?

one of the mods required is no longer available for download so can i put my edited version on there instead?

Can You Put In The Original Links For The Mods For Me? (In My Deep Space Probe Post)

Can You Put In The Original Links For The Mods For Me? (In My Deep Space Probe Post)

I finally bought KSP!   Thank you so freaking much for helping me find that demo link. I love love love this game. Spending hours in a universe I am actually allowed to attempt space travel..... It's a dream come true. I feel sorry for all those poor Kerbal Astronauts...I've killed thousands by now.

To tell you that I'm leaving KSP Forum

I'm glad to have known you

-SamBelanger

Ever wonder what it would be like if you were not you? I wonder that about me sometimes... What if I was Jebediah?

This has been a long time coming, but its time to move on.