AlamoVampire Posted February 21 Share Posted February 21 (edited) Im really starting to get freaked out. Tonight I was going to get dinner and went to a neighboring suburb of my city. I decided I wanted to hear some music while doing this I kicked youtube on on my phone. So on youtube i turned on a “radio” station for the band Citizen Soldier. I was driving along listening and nothing interesting was going on as I was going to this little cafe. I get there, pause the music, order, pay, get my food, unpause and drive off. Now, the thing is before I return us to tonight, I want to remind you of my post yesterday just a few posts above this one. That event yesterday is part of why Im freaking out. I specifically want to quote a part and explain why/how it ties in here. On 2/19/2023 at 7:41 PM, AlamoVampire said: See, to be blunt ive not had the best of luck over the last 12 years or so since she dumped me, and the last few months…well were/are a pure dumpster fire of the universe using me as a punching bag. As some of you know from private talks with me (again I thank you so much for your time talking about it with me) back in November I was falsely accused of something I did not do and was barred by law enforcement from returning to this one location under threat of arrest. The thing is, there was a person there (not the one who falsely accused me) that I was going to ask out. But then my world went up in smoke. I have a lawyer and am trying to fight this but hes being painfully slow. So how does this fit? Well I have been thinking about contacting my lawyer to try to get this going and yesterday after posting about what happened when getting dinner I started thinking about my recent situation. I realized that the hopefulness I felt yesterday was focused on the hope there may be a path to salvaging this mess that stopped me from trying to ask this person out, again not my accuser. So hows this fit today? Lets return to my car and drive home! I was not trying to aim to directly pass by where that mess happened. As I got close a song came up called: “I am not okay” by Citizen Soldier, then as if the universe is truly slipping and starting to show hints its finally going to back off and leave alone or maybe its tripled down on screwing with me the MOMENT I drew even with the building where my world vaporized the song: “This is Your Sign” by Citizen Soldier started. Now I am honestly freaked out here. I want to think yesterday and today are just stupid coincidences but part of me cannot shake the feeling that the universe may be hinting something, that again maybe the winds or perhaps my stars are changing and things may start going right? Again do I dare hope? Every instinct and every fiber in me says im going to get burned by that hope.. So guys please help me out, what is your take on these 2 sets of events? Am I crazy? Do I dare hope? 203802202023 oo new page 203902202023 Edited February 21 by AlamoVampire Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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