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  1. Next_Star_Industries

    I've been down with COVID for a while but I'm finally getting better and will be getting back to work on the mod.

    1. Next_Star_Industries

      Next_Star_Industries

      Stay away from this stuff then it's nasty thought I was going to die.

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  2. cratercracker

    You know sometimes, i like to look at my friends..

    Or colluegues in any of my activities..

    And realize how pitifully useless and dissapointing i am.

    I was born in a pretty rich family. That of course sounds awesome, and it pretty much is.

    Except i have a different mindset from those "rich boys" who are mostly really careless people.

    I, sometimes i get back home, go to my room, lie down on the bed, and just colapse and cry.

    I just can't stop crying due to realization that i will never be up to my father or mother's dreams.

    I just can't stop drowning myself in tears just knowing how much of a dissapointment i am.

    I just can't stop screeching and wheeping, knowing that i am just a shadow of my father's genious or mom's creativity.

    I should have known that it was a mistake to give myself a bit of hope.

     

     

     

    1. Next_Star_Industries

      Next_Star_Industries

      If I had tried to meet my parents expectations of me and not lived my life for me, I would have missed my wife, of 20 years now, 3 grown adults kids, and the many many priceless memories I now have. Write down your goals on a piece of paper and stick it to the wall, stare at it everyday and soon you will see yourself accomplishing those goals. Always walk in a forward motion, while tripping sometimes hurts, it will always make you stronger. I wish you luck in your journey of life, keep your head up you'll be surprised how much it changes.

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  3. cratercracker

    You know sometimes, i like to look at my friends..

    Or colluegues in any of my activities..

    And realize how pitifully useless and dissapointing i am.

    I was born in a pretty rich family. That of course sounds awesome, and it pretty much is.

    Except i have a different mindset from those "rich boys" who are mostly really careless people.

    I, sometimes i get back home, go to my room, lie down on the bed, and just colapse and cry.

    I just can't stop crying due to realization that i will never be up to my father or mother's dreams.

    I just can't stop drowning myself in tears just knowing how much of a dissapointment i am.

    I just can't stop screeching and wheeping, knowing that i am just a shadow of my father's genious or mom's creativity.

    I should have known that it was a mistake to give myself a bit of hope.

     

     

     

    1. Next_Star_Industries

      Next_Star_Industries

      I do so much stuff behind the scenes that most people will never know it was me. Take my mod for example, if no one downloaded it I would still keep it because it's mine, I made it, it doesn't matter if anyone else ever looks at it, I like it. I wrote a small book, to me it's great, but I have yet to sell one copy, but it doesn't matter I still wrote the book. My point being only live for yourself and do right by others, life is very simple this way and you will have a blast living it.

      How long did it take for your parents to get to where they are? It wasn't over night I can tell you that. It takes work you have to put in the effort to get the desired outcome. Lock yourself into something and never take your eye off of the end goal and you can do anything you ever want to do. I have a motto in life "Can't never done anything" the moment you say you can't you fail, so the word can't doesn't even exist in my vocabulary.

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  4. cratercracker

    You know sometimes, i like to look at my friends..

    Or colluegues in any of my activities..

    And realize how pitifully useless and dissapointing i am.

    I was born in a pretty rich family. That of course sounds awesome, and it pretty much is.

    Except i have a different mindset from those "rich boys" who are mostly really careless people.

    I, sometimes i get back home, go to my room, lie down on the bed, and just colapse and cry.

    I just can't stop crying due to realization that i will never be up to my father or mother's dreams.

    I just can't stop drowning myself in tears just knowing how much of a dissapointment i am.

    I just can't stop screeching and wheeping, knowing that i am just a shadow of my father's genious or mom's creativity.

    I should have known that it was a mistake to give myself a bit of hope.

     

     

     

    1. Next_Star_Industries

      Next_Star_Industries

      Don't live life for others, only live it for yourself. You should never try to live up to others expectations, but only to your own. If you can look in the mirror and respect the person you see in it, then you have lived up to your own expectations. Don't sway your own beliefs to conform to what you think others beliefs are, it will never have the outcome you are expecting. It sounds to me that your mind is more open then those around you, that alone takes a lot of courage and heart.

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