Cannot Load Ships into VAB, Craft file is normal?

[GiantTank]

LOG: https://www.dropbox.com/s/xezvclm6nyr9pov/output_log.txt?dl=0

I cannot load or save ships into the VAB. Whenever I open up my rocket, which is normal except it weighs a crap ton, I can edit for a few minutes but then:

Parts dragged in (PP tanks) cannot be edited or attached,

Save button doesnt work,

Launch doesnt work,

Load does not work.

To reproduce:

Build a ship with an SRB from PP at the lower stage (may need to be huge),

Add PP adapter, PP decoupler and fairing base from PF

Add thrust plate with 20+ engine mounts

Add engines

Add RF PP tank

Add mechjeb and fairings

Scroll down, a chunk of the ship is missing (sometimes only the decoupler is left), load or launch cease to work

I checked the craft file of the ship in question, it has roughly the same .craft size as the others (230KB). However, there is an autosaved ship with 1KB and contains nothing, though I have no idea what that is. Help would be appreciated. Thanks.

MODS: (many parts in part packs deleted)

RSS and RO

Editor Extensions

FASA

FAR

Hangar Extender

KJR

KWRocketry

Mechjeb2

Near Future Solar

Novapunch2

NRAP (procedural payload)

Procedural Fairings

Procedural Parts

RealFuels

Smokescreen

Tweakscale

EDIT: Deleting autosave file did not help. It let me load but the ship was unusable, had half parts missing etc and could not be launched.

Edited February 20, 2015 by GiantTank

[GiantTank]

Please help, this is the most infuriating bug I have ever had to deal with, having half the ship disappear just plain sucks. I have even made new saves.

[GiantTank]

So not even one reply. Anyone?

[GiantTank]

Now it strikes again, fully stock. Im not playing this game anymore until this bug gets fixed.

[GiantTank]

And again, it strikes, because bugs. Now i gotta reinstall this game. Squad, this is by far the worst bug!!! It spreads to the stock game too. ... is this! And nobody even helps. Jesus. OF COURSE WHEN YOU HAVE 80 MODS UR GONNA CRASH! THATS CLUTTER! STOP ASKING WHY! YOU DONT NEED SUPPORT!

I found one thing. It appears to be caused by PF thrust plates with more than 40 nodes. Screw this. I hate this game now.

Edited April 5, 2015 by GiantTank

[bernh]

You are probably running out of RAM, based on the mods installed, but your error log in your dropbox is truncated, and the area that states a RAM problem is missing.

I have around 50 mods, some very large ones, and was crashing bad. I could not even get past the loading screen. After a lot of trial and error I came up with this solution. - http://forum.kerbalspaceprogram.com/threads/115069-0-90-Possible-Windows-Memory-Wall-Crash-Workaround

This is an alternative to ATM. No guarantee it will work for you, but it worked great for me.