This is somewhat long. If you do not have a significant emotional attachment to KSP, please move on and do not bother reading this. It is not something intended for commentary. It is a testimonial to share with all of those who were instrumental in assisting me through the darkest days of my life. This is something I find myself pondering in those transitory hours where sleep eludes me. What does KSP mean to me? That is a very simple question with an incredibly complicated answer. I wan