cratercracker

I spent 13 hours on that:

 

I think i have a "meltdown" or whatever you call it..

I literally just cried for 3 hours

I can't get better

I feel like nothing will change

I can't feel this old,childish "joy" or "happiness''

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I tried out a few programs for drawing and modelling, here are the results.

Blender 3D

"lol did i just make a square?)"

Wings 3D 

"GODDAMIT WHERE WAS THAT CRAP BUTTON FOR SOMETHING I NEED NOW"

Photoshop

"lol, i have autism supposedly"

Krita

"Oh, okay, that did this, but the other button d-"covers everything with acrillic black'' goddamit"

InkSkape

"Hey, i am pretty good at this!" (drew a strait line)

Windows 10 image editor

"Oh yeah baby i just did something"

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Yeah, i decided i will train myself inkscape, it may take a week or a day before something actually comes out.

 

 

 

I used to be a noob just like you..

Then i took a Scott Manley into knee.

I want you, to look directly at the Sun.

That is the best sun I've currently seen.

(lol)

I'm departuring to the Krasnodar now. (Russian city).

It would be okay for me,i traveled across the entire continents since i was born.

But 2 months ago we took a small puppy (pug). He is just 3 months old now ,but i have to leave him at home with only one human to care for him - housekeeper. I  know that he will cry a lot (pugs cry when someone friendly or relative leaves him for a long time). And really hate this feeling of making someone cry...

Ididathing

 

If I had a farm in Siberia

And a home in hell

I would sell my farm,

And go home.

Important thing incoming:

Last night i thought about a tuturial: How to draw abstract art, keeping it more art ,than abstract.

What do you think? How will forum community respond to this? Who really wants to know how are the drawings done? Who really wants to learn and help me in the future?

No one? Alright.....

It is excrutually painfull to be me, i am tall, a bit fat, dumb and unathlettic stand-up guy.

I am a bit associal, and a rarely can find atleast a bit of courage just to go to nearby store.

But what makes me really happy, is doing good to other people and at least try not to demand anything.

I like doing free commisions, just goin around the subforums, finding a thread that needs some "art" and just do it, because i want to, because there some sort of joy in doing this kind of things, to the point of me crying of happiness.

It is one of these deadly nights!

But before you will start to hide.

Just think of horrifying sights

And change your entire mind

But if you are the contrast to the mass!

Go for the fight, be the hero!

Try to fight against the violent brass!

And slowly fade to zero.

 

 

 

It is story time fellas!

 (Music will add to the atmosphere)

                Badtrip 

There is only one big power plant in Kamchatka, it is also abandoned.

And of course! How wouldn't I just not visit it! It is completely empty! There is no one! That is a thing of dreams for a boi!

So went there in a really really early morning, there was only a glimpse of sun!

It was not really far away from our house, just an our by hiking.

So when I came, I just rushed happily into the building! Running around like crazy, picking up things that I am not supposed to! FUN

Abd then I went into a small dark room, there was a lot of dust, it looked weird, the walls except the floor were black.

And then I started coughing, really hard, so hard I've felt down.

And when I stood up, there was something with my eyes. It was something like hallucinations! I didn't have a sense of location, it was like if I was lost in my own room!

So I sat down, because I thought if I will relax it will stop.

And then..

The sunshine broke though the broken windows and mirrored walls..

Everything turned white!

I panicked and ran straight, although I had no idea where I was running.

I fell of a balcony.

"CRAP!"

I was all in dust, some rusty pointy things were pointed towards me.

It was really confusing! If I was in a dream!

Then something beneath me screeched.

The big thingy flipped, and now I am screeching too.

<autistic screech>

 

And then I stood up, and just walked back home.

No really, it just stopped, I still had my eyes itching, but I just walked away.

THE END

 

Join me my friend! Join thy skeletan squad!

(we're having fun here is the prof pic)

JOIN US

THE SKELETANS

(here is a prof pic mate, we're having fun)

Just made a fan-art for my favourite planet Moho

Yup,now that is what my drawing skills be like

Just shut up and watch this awesome video.

(Launcher- Vega

Payload- Mars Reconnaissance Orbiter

 

KILL ME NOW

 

Koiper Belt objects are going to be difficult to draw.

But i have the right music.

I have some ideas.

And some courage.

Here is a list of things i am going to draw:

If anyone has some info, or willing to help me with finding info, notify.

You can see done picture in the WSS thread.

/////Pluto in Progress/////

Let's play a game called "Cities" or "Gorodki" in Russian as we call it.

The rules are simple.

-look at the last letter in the name of the previously mentioned city

-think of a city that starts with this name.

-profit

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Example:

(somebody)

Kaliningrad

(somebody 2)

Detroit

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I start!

Moscow

Listen up here, you fellower.

This is a thing.

You can look at it.

You can also shut up,

But that is optional.

k bye

Lol screw description i am just going to paste the link 

When it took an hour to make an image like this and you realise that it is really small when you paste it:

Made a patch for Cassini's grand finale..

Me drawing be like:

 

Me:

mind=blown