Sorry to hear that you were suffering from depression this winter dear. Me too.
I just found having the bipolar disorder two weeks ago, and got to know about KSP by the same time. It helped a lot and almost saved my life because I gained another interest in life now. Especially, when I see you're working on such an amazing thing and think that there're hell lot more geniuses like you creating new worlds for us, I'm healed a lot.
Take your time and know that none of us will be along when we need help. And love yourself.