Well, that's 30m/s that my craft is going relative to Kerbin. I'm going straight up, not trying to match orbit until after 55km over the surface. So I'm smacking into the station while it has orbital velocity.... and I'm nowhere near that. So my craft is acting more like an anti-satellite missile than anything. My swear jar is nearly overflowing because I'm finding myself burning full-throttle away from the station in a futile attempt to match speed with nowhere near enough space to do so. I feel the best analogy is that I am doing the orbital equivalent of avoiding the onramp to a highway by cutting through the median, turning onto the roadway, then trying to accelerate to match the speed of traffic. Except traffic is 18-wheelers cruising at 60mph, and I'm in a '53 Iso Isetta. I just need to step back and stop trying to be a missile. Edit: Somehow that 30m/s is sticking in my head, but I'm wracking my brain that it doesn't sound right. I'm at work still, I won't be able to verify until I get home. I know my two attempts resulted in one fly by while being 12ish kilometers away and out into deeper space in a pointy, narrow parabolic trajectory, and the other time I'm burning like mad to slow down and just smash through Alpha Station's battery/ASAS...