well I'm sorry scouting turned into that for you. Though it did seem like it did start becoming like school it was for the best. As my parents drilled into my head, you may want to do the fun things but you also have to work for it. Plus on the side of wanting to be a loner (i'm no judge of character) I rolled as the loner or by myself type for a bout two years and I can say I started to find myself into a rut. That's why I am trying right now to impress this one girl right now (and somewhat successful) and all ready my grades have started to climb and I'm starting as she put it fit in more with everyone and starting to be more likeable. but like my said my opinion, so live live to whatever you want