KSP ram usage doesnt make sense

[noonone]

specs:

32gb ram

3080

12700kf

game version: latest

Hello, i had problem with ksp that it wont launch because it was running out of ram.
Today i deleted all mods, reinstalled game and installed mods by CKAN. When i launched game few hours before it was only using 10-12 gbs of ram and over half of my ram was free.
Now i cannot launch game because it uses all my 32gbs and freezes on launch. (freeze after loading all mods, black screen, planets in corner dont move).

I dont understand how is that possible, especially that i was running more mods with only 16 gbs of ram in the past.

here is my modlist:

https://imgur.com/a/BCeR9XA
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also forgot to add that my game crashed few hours before stopped working:
here is error file: https://system.tips/text/view?q=rytpymlf
 

Edited May 7, 2023 by noonone

[Scarecrow71]

Your problem, per the log file, is related to mono-2.0-bdwgc.dll.  Have you tried verifying files through Steam?