Chel

I woke up early enough to feed my cats, so.. 6am? I know its not really an achievement or anything.

Well all I can say is.. rip Star Theory.

So tired, and so anxious Great start to the school year I feel like I can't move, speak, do anything Everything is so confusing I've found myself just staring at things for no reason, or feeling like I'm about to die Other times I just want to cry I don't understand

Banned for not being healthy

Summer, actually

ITS OVER! ITS FINALLY OVER! LAST DAY OF YEAR 10 2019 LETS GO! 8 WEEKS HOLIDAYS IN 6 HOURS AND 46 MINUTES! LETS GOOOOOOOOOOO! GETTING A GAMING LAPTOP OVER THE HOLIDAYS, STEAM WINTER SALE, NEW INTERNET CONNECTION AND NEW PHONE! :DDDDDDD

Ha, last week of school and my home laptop dies, and this school one is getting returned on Friday for an upgrade or something (they haven't told us exactly but I think it's an upgrade). And I got no hope of getting another laptop because my mum is super stingy and my dad wants to get me one but gets yelled at by mum for spending any money..guess I'll have to spend the 8 weeks on my xbox with my broken controller

Well.. I hope this update included bug fixes too. Was seriously considering uninstalling KSP because I thought it was dead.

I feel like i'm going insane Can't focus at all, everythings my fault, got blocked by some friends I was just talking to for no reason whatsoever (we were talking about emojis at 10am, I send a message at 7pm and get the Discord blocked message notification).. got banned from some servers, parents yelled at me over the weekend for eating a lot of food (i was very hungry). Nearly missed the bus, got three assignments due on Friday, very tired, had only 5 hours sleep, felt like I was dying inside this morning, hyperactive as hell and paranoid as >>>>. Why am I like this?

It's not a BYO device policy, the school provides the laptops

True, however I don't have any.. just a kid

Ain't free, we paid $600 to the school IIRC for them

It's a school laptop, I have very little control over it except for finding out ways to disable/get around things that I want to do

No, its a Windows PC

You called?

Yeah so at school, when you go on youtube it's automatically set to restricted mode, which is fine. i can understand that, shouldn't be watching fortnite clips in class, etc. But then at home, it's still restricted, but not, at the same time. What I mean is that if you go on youtube and search for stuff, it'll be restricted and filter results. But if you put the video URL in, you can watch it just fine. But now, with only 3 weeks left of the year to go, they decided to make it so that restricted mode is always on regardless of if you're at school or home, whether you're using the school internet or not. So now at home I can't watch anything on this laptop because its always restricted, and when we have stuff for assignments, they tell us to watch stuff at home as they'll be unrestricted, but now we can't do anything. I'm not the type of guy to go fish out my ipad from my room just to watch something, they really didn't have to do this Ach this is actually pretty horrible, we can't watch anything anymore. They changed it for no reason, if you're at home you should be able to watch stuff, just like you can go on game sites because the filtering ends at 3pm. But no, they just had to mess up one more part of our laptops. If its still like this over the 8 week holiday break, I'm going to punch something.. Ohh I understand what they've done.. They've turned off the restricted mode locked in browser, and just set it to always on. Not really a way to get around it now.. clever ba$tards

"I'm sorry"

KSP Forums inbox went from 0 to 2, so it's probably a member by member basis problem

Bushfires are going on across both states, it's really smoky and hazy and the whole world is covered in this red - yellowy glow. Started coughing about 5 minutes after I got out of the house, this is horrible. I hope those who are responsible for starting these fires get very lengthy sentences. It's horrible

Hmm. I haven't been getting any issues, though I may not of noticed as I've gone rather quiet on here so nobody replies or likes my stuff, etc I'd say its a problem with your email, though not really sure

"If you hate me, so be it. I've lost too many people to even care at this point"

I've cried, had 3 hours of sleep, and then cried some more

"I hate the bus"

Please stop mentioning me @Ho Lam Kerman, I have no interest in this right now

It's a part of it, and the worst part for me