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well... ive had a pretty s**t day today

i found out that a relative died today (ive only met him once or twice before so i was sad but not too sad)

then the power shuts off in only my house (because just my luck) so i decide to go buy some candles just in case because the electrician was going to get there a bit late

so i walk out the door and i see my cat lying under the tree and i thought "hes just hot and hes lying in the shade"... then i notice he's not breathing

he was about 8-9 years old almost always playful yet cuddly at the same time there where nights where he would just lay down with you and sleep and there where days where he wouldn't leave you alone by either walking on you keyboard, sitting in front of the tv or knocking its aerial down rubbing against you leg while reading a book or "playing ball" with my little brothers hot wheels cars 

i want to write more about him but im about to burst into tears as it is