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There is no forum where I can say this, so, I will say it here. I learned today that my best friend, my brother from another mother has passed away. I have no words to describe just how devastated I am. There just are no words.
2020 the year that demands a reset.
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@Vanamonde thank you. 234708052020
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@Gargamel Thank you. It has been an absolutely surreal month for me. I am still in absolute shock and have not yet figured out how this world works w/out my best friend and brother from another mother works. I still cannot believe it and we are now 2 days or so as I type this from it having been a month since I learned of his passing. It is so surreal. 2355009022020
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Heres a question i pose to any who wander by and notice: why does the location and interests portion of the profile read as “Array”? I do not have them set to say that yet they say it. Hmm
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@James Kerman @Dman979 thanks for the info yall. just wanted to make sure I wasn't bonkers
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Just a quick update on my back: I tweaked it early am on Tuesday just walking from my chair in front of my tv headed for a different room. Over the course of the next several days it got worse to a peak midday thursday. Friday and saturday showed signs of improvement. Its now sunday and im about to bed down. Back is healing I think. Hopeful to be fully healed over the course of a few more days. @Spaceman.Spiff Thank you for the well wishes in dnct thread!
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Yay 1111 rep! Its so symmetrical!
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Today marks 6 months since I learned my best friend of 30 years passed away. How did time go this fast? Feels so raw still.
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@Mikenikethank you. Im still struggling to process it half a year later. Heck I am struggling to comprehend the fact it has even been that long since I learned he passed. 122302052021
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i am so worn out. 3-26-21 marks 2 full weeks that my mother has been in assisted living. I am emotionally worn out. My dog is slowly adjusting to my mother not being in the house. my adjustment to it is coming slower. I have yet to come to complete terms with it. Everything they say about what a person feels when they move a loved one into assisted living is absolutely true. I cannot properly explain the amount of guilt <could I have done more? should I have done more? did putting her there mean I betrayed her?> or the grief that comes along with it. I said before and I mean it: cherish the little things you do with your loved ones. The time will come when you cannot do those things again. Go for a ride with them just because? Watch that silly movie you love to watch with them? Or just being able to hear them or hug them. Cherish it. Cherish it ALL.
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Its been rough. Its not been pleasant or easy. First my best friend died in august of 2020 then a few months later I had to deal with putting my mother into that home… the worst part was having to handle it all essentially alone. Sure my dad has done the heavy lifting in terms of the business side of my mothers stuff, but even 14 months later im still essentially alone. And still trying to wrap my head around any of it. Only 5 people (1 actual family member, my moms brother and 4 non family members) have bothered to keep tabs on me or ask how im doing. I could go on but id rather not publicly be captain bring down lol. Appreciate the socially distant hug!
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Update on ps4 power issue
sad news. My motherboard has broken pins. Beyond repair.
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Im not doing so well yall. I dont feel this is worthy of taking up a post in a thread but still wanted to put this out there. Im overwhelmed. Lately ive had a slew of things go wrong and its taking a toll. First my disposal went and broke. Then my car had a charging system issue so had to get a new battery then a new alternator. Then my camaro decided it wanted to nuke its battery. In fairness its battery was a 2019 battery, but still. Then tonight? Went to start my dishwasher and either i flubbed and missed a button (hey im human, im stressed, im wound up, it happens) or… i dont wanna consider or… and when i hit start it buzzed at me. Then i got it going by opening the door and that i guess reset it and this time i know i hit all the buttons right because its going on like a champ as i type. Guys i just want to know im going to be ok, that my stress and anxiety will quiet down. I just want…no…need a hug. Any words of encouragement and hugs would be nice.
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Ever wonder what it would be like if you were not you? I wonder that about me sometimes... What if I was Jebediah?
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Just curious good sir, you mentioned you may overhaul Novapunch all together to make it more pretty and the like, will that be the next update to the mod and its compatibility with 1.1.2 or is there an interim patch in the works? Just curious of course
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dejected, sad, miserable, wanting to vanish, wanting to disappear, wanting the world to forget i exist
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Whomever reads this, pray for my kitty Pumpkin. After 19 years 10 months she passed away today. I am beyond heart broken. I will miss her dearly.
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i miss my dear little kitty pumpkin so much.
she was a gem. 7-1996 - 5-26-2016 19 years 10 months
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I frankly am tired of people trying to goad me. I am flatly sick of it. When people are offended by the presentation of missed facts, I find no hope. I have had enough of people pushing or rather trying to push my buttons. I want to be left in peace to mourn my kitty. I am depressed enough with out people over reacting pointlessly. If you cannot be friendly with me, I have a bit of advice: LEAVE ME ALONE.
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